The Stoic’s Win-Win: Finding Peace in Samuel Ellsworth Kiser’s “A Certain Victory”

What if the secret to conquering the fear of death isn’t knowing what comes next, but realizing that you can’t actually lose?

A Certain Victory

Samuel Ellsworth Kiser

HY should I sit in doubt or fear? If I
Awake some morning from that dreaded sleep
To find myself new-born and lifted high,
Then I will turn, and, looking o’er the deep
That lies beneath me, shout for glee and throw
A last good-by at Pain and Fear, below.

But what if, at the last, no light shall break
If this is all if when I fall asleep
No angel’s voice shall sweetly cry “Awake,”
And there shall be but Nothing, dark and deep
Ah, well, I shall not care if it be so,
I’ll triumph still, for I shall never know.

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Reflection

In “A Certain Victory,” Samuel Ellsworth Kiser presents a masterclass in existential resilience. The poem navigates the ultimate human binary: the hope for an afterlife versus the fear of total oblivion. Kiser’s “certainty” doesn’t stem from religious dogma, but from a clever, logical trap he sets for his own anxiety. If he wakes in a new life, he wins; if he never wakes at all, he is beyond the reach of disappointment.

In our contemporary “Age of Anxiety,” where we are bombarded by digital noise and a desperate need for certainty, Kiser’s logic is incredibly grounding. We often exhaust ourselves trying to control the uncontrollable or solve the unsolvable mysteries of our existence. Today’s society is obsessed with legacy and permanence, yet Kiser suggests that true triumph lies in a detached acceptance of “Nothing.”

By embracing this “win-win” philosophy, we strip power away from the “Pain and Fear” that dominate our modern psyche. Whether we find ourselves “new-born” or simply at rest, the struggle is over. It is an invitation to live more boldly now, knowing that the final outcome—regardless of what it is—cannot harm us.

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As you read this poem, ask yourself:

Does your fear of the unknown prevent you from shouting for glee in the life you are living right now?