Episode 12 from my Podcast: Journey from Grief to Healing M wants me to journal about unanswered prayers. I knew I was angry with God for letting Babe die. I didn’t realize how angry I felt. This journal was difficult for me to write. I knew it had to be done. I couldn’t continue to stuff my anger.
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Episode 10 from my Podcast: Journey From Grief to Healing. This was a tough journal entry. It opened up many raw wounds. I recalled my experiences with doctors and hospital administrators who cared more about financial status than about patients. The real heroes for me were the RN’s and CMA’s who were overworked and underpaid. My grieving andf suffering were open wounds.
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Episode 9 from my Podcast: Journey From Grief to Healing. My journaling continues to be hard but necessary work during my grieving journey. In Episode 9 I try to release the anger I felt toward the doctors who were treating Babe. I realize that holding onto the anger has one victim and the victim is me. You can listen to the podcast on your favorite podcast app or click on this link to listen to it now:
https://raycalabrese.podbean.com/e/episode-9-the-grieving-process-journaling-helps-me-to-release-my-anger/
Episode 8 from my Podcast: Journey from Grief to Healing: M encouraged me to journal as a way to get in touch with my emotions related to my grieving and accompanying suffering. I didn’t realize the depth and breadth of emotions I had been repressing as I grieved. I discovered journal is a big help in working through grief. You can listen to the podcast at this link on check it out on your favorite podcasting app.
https://raycalabrese.podbean.com/e/episode-8-grieving-and-suffering-touched-every-line-in-my-journal/
Episode 6 from my podcast Journey from Grief to Healing shares an important truth I learned by attending a grieving group. Those who attended the grieving group with me became my teachers. I learned that we all grieve differently. For each of us who grieve, the suffering hurts like hell. M encourages me to start making new friends.
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Attending a grieving group helped me. The first group I attended didn’t work out. But M pushed me to try another group and it was very beneficial. Listen to Episode 5 on my Podcast: Journey from Grief to Healing
https://raycalabrese.podbean.com/e/my-grieving-group-experience/
